been awhile

Maybe I'll get better at this. I somehow doubt it though. At least not in the long run. Maybe in the next few weeks though.

Anyways, something at church yesterday made me really start thinking.

Am I a conduit or am I a container? Do I receive God's glory and spread it to share with the world around me and expand His kingdom or do I receive God's glory and keep it for myself? Do I seek to share or do I just keep it to myself?

These thoughts led to other thoughts...
Do I love God the way He deserves or at my convenience?
Do I love God the way He commands or on my own terms?
Do I let myself be used as God's tool or do I fight it?

I'm still contemplating how to make sure I'm a conduit, I'm loving God the way He deserves and commands, and I'm letting myself be used as God's tool in this world.